死磕

I don't know why I keep meeting freaks all the time. Somehow I think it may be a punishment for what I've done bad. And I don't know when it's gonna come to the end. My dearest God plz get me out of this fucking place!!! Well,am I suffering this coz I don't believe in God?

I don't know why I stopped posting anything...Actually I only write when I'm happy,or sad,or angry,etc.But for these days,life seemed to be so bored to me.I mean,even I went to bars,I made new friends,I got a part-time job then I lost it,nothing could really make me excited.I'm probably getting old too fast...

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People are always like "Your English is good~","Your accent is perfect~" before I get stuck in expressing.And I do think that my brain is running even slower than before when I talk.Ok,another proof for I am getting old....

It's getting better...at least I can talk more.

I talked with an Australian this mornig,and he was like "Everything in China surprise me,the big cities,the tall buildings in GZ,the freeway....It doesn't mean that we think u must be poor,but just because it does change so much".I undertand it,however I think China is developing too fast,not just fast but too fast,thus something is losing it ballance.That's what he agree with as well.

Then he told me something interesing,like "bunches of Australian women come to GZ for shopping,coz u know lots of stuffs u can get in Australia are from China,and it's much cheaper here.""Last time 2 of my friends from Australia went shopping at Beijinglu.They bought like 10 boots,each,from 2 shops.""I love to go to the export market near the train station,yea it is crowded and shopping there is not so easy...but,look at my jacket,my pants,they r all from there and it's really cheap.""U know the Abercrombie & Fitch...from that market..."I've been laughing my ass off already thus I don't really remember what he said abt AF,but,come on!!Abercrombie & Fitch???It's really funny.U know,while Chinese ppl rush to Europe for luxury brand, some foreigners come here for "export" Abercrombie & Fitch!!What a crazy world.

When I meet ppl from the states,we most talk abt politics,capitallism,communism,history(if u know what i mean)....bla bla bla.But with French?Life,people,drinking,flirting...or nothing.Anyway,I really wanna learn some French.

Talk more,listen clearer,speak faster...go go go.

I set up this blog when I was trying to learn some Japanese..........yet time passed,there's still the very first post here...shame on me.

However,I'm just trying to get back to the study of languages.I mean,not only with Japanese,but also my sucking English,or some French,or maybe Spanish.....It's gonna be tough and I don't know how far I could go.....at least try,huh?

I've never been so desperate abt my English.In the past 4 years,it was getting worse and worse since I didn't really use it much.Now I'm gonna force myself to read English books,listen to English news,talk to ppl in English,even think in English...etc.

God bless.

开始背五十音图（开始过很多次却都不了了之的事情）。
今天学习：

あいうえお　アイウエオ
かきくけこ　カキクケコ
さしすせそ　サシスセソ
たちつてと　タチツテト

就这么四十个假名，背得我那叫一个死去活来。背完た行忘さ行，好不容易回忆起さ行，又把か行扔了。最后记得最牢的，仍然还是那背过无数次的あ行……这就跟背四六级单词的人永远记得abandon是一个道理。

抄写单词若干：

あい　　　　愛　　　　①　 爱
あいえんか　愛煙家　　〇   喜欢抽烟的人
あいけん　　愛犬　　　〇   爱犬
あいこう　　愛好　　　〇   爱好
あう　　　　会う　　　①   遇见，会面
あおい　　　青い　　　②   蓝色的，青色的
あかい　　　赤い　　　〇   红色的
あさ　　　　朝　　　　①   早晨
うし　　　　牛　　　　〇   牛
うち　　　　内　　　　〇   里边
え　　　　　絵　　　　①   图画
いえ　　　　家　　　　②   家，房子
いす　　　　椅子　　　〇   椅子
おう　　　　追う　　　〇   追赶
かう　　　　買う　　　〇   买
かく　　　　書く　　　①   写
きかい　　　機械　　　②   机械，机器
きく　　　　聞く　　　〇   听
いけ　　　　池　　　　②   池
ここ　　　　此処　　　〇   这里
さけ　　　　酒　　　　②   酒
すき　　　　好き　　　②   喜欢
すこし　　　少し　　　②   少，少量
せかい　　　世界　　　①   世界
そこ　　　　其処　　　〇   那里
たいせつ　　大切　　　〇   重要的；爱惜
たおす　　　倒す　　　②   打倒
たけ　　　　竹　　　　〇   竹
たつ　　　　立つ　　　①   站
たかい　　　高い　　　②   高的
ちいさい　　小さい　　③   小
ちえ　　　　知恵　　　②   智慧
ちち　　　　父　　　　②   父亲
て　　　　　手　　　　①   手
てつ　　　　鉄　　　　〇   铁

在图书馆翻了本单词手册出来，厚厚一本，念了半天才发现，拿的好像是1、2级的词汇书……然后郁闷地跟自己强调，日语是从四级学到一级的！！！！！！！然后换了本3、4级的，顿时薄了不少……

明天的任务是复习这四十个假名，和背后四十个假名！！！